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A seemingly contradictory statement that may nonetheless be true. (Full defination)
Paradox describes the personality of the owner in many ways.

Alixandra is also known as Assassinatress / Sassin / Ms Sin. She is a 23 year old living in Perth and studying at Curtin. Known for extreme contradictory behavior. She enjoys pranks and is generally described as evil. Don't ask her why. She doesn't know.

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Sunday, April 24, 2005, 02:38 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

Will be shutting down this blog soon... Why... No bloody point updating 3. I wonder why I did that to begin with. I'll think of something to do with this space. Until then, I will just update my livejournal ...

~ Sassin ~

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005, 06:44 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

Lemon Tea
Lemon Tea... Strong willed and a bit feisty in temper you stand
out from other people! Creative but dangerous
you have few friends and those that have been
accepted into your small group are special and
unique just like yourself. Once your mind is
made up that's it and no one can change it. You
can think clearly and figure out just what to
do in a tense situation which is a rare gift.
You arent twisted by societies rules and
regulations and are rebel by nature!

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~ Sassin ~

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005, 11:17 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

captain fong
2nd Division

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Who?

~ Sassin ~

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Sunday, April 17, 2005, 12:46 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

You scored as Emerald. Positive yet caring, sensitive and simply divine, emerald-types have the qualities of a perfect friend. They value loyalty and inner contentment, and have time to stand by and listen when someone has a hardship to face. They also seem to have a good memory aswell, as it is something the gems themselves promote.

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Emerald

90%

Garnet

83%

Aquamarine

83%

Topaz

83%

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77%

Peridot

73%

Ruby

60%

Celestite

50%

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~ Sassin ~

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Friday, April 15, 2005, 06:11 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

It hurts me when people hurt my family. Frankly, nothing said here will bother that self pleasing moronic bastard so I might as well just release.

My sis is too kind. She would rather keep this to herself then tell someone about. Obviously because she knows. She knows what we would say and what kinds of actions that might be taken. She would willingly let someone anger her time and time again just because she felt guilty for an action that she should even be guilty about. It hurts. Why does it hurt? Its not me that's getting angry. I don't know. I wish that I could have helped her. Though I don't exactly know how.

I knew she had felt that way and I thought he was going to act like a normal person after the last fiasco... Well, obviously I was wrong. I severely underestimated his stupidity. As it is, I had already placed him right at the bottom. I was so wrong.... Nobody is stupid enough to stalk the friends of their obsession as well so that they can ask "Can we be friends?"

He could try to defend himself. Maybe by commenting here or writing in his blog or even elsewher. It doesn't matter. Because he has already has no worth in the eyes of the one he cares for. And I will not change my views either.

Quite obviously, any blessing given has long been withdrawn.

~ Sassin ~

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005, 05:31 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

Your Inner European is Italian!
Passionate and colorful. You show the world what culture really is.

Lots of assignments due this week. So sorry if I don't party a little... X_x||| I ruined one of my drawings and have to start again.

~ Sassin ~

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Tuesday, April 5, 2005, 12:59 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

Yeah. Long wait again. Would you believe it if I told you I forgot I had a blog?

Anyway. I fell in love with Bleach. Damn. When's the next episode coming out. Damn... Why do they have to tantalize my heart with bloody cliffhangers?!

Sis, I love the new layout.

Goodness.... I've done nothing for my website... -_-;;;;

Oh, I spent last week freezing my ass off.... Since I'm not like sis, I wouldn't be able to walk outside at 13 degree Celsius.... Especially not with those winds.... So I shivered in my bed... I slept so much too......

~ Sassin ~

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Saturday, March 19, 2005, 10:00 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

Sorry.... Sorry everyone... I took forever to update.... Again.... No excuse.... I was playing games....

About school
It's kinda ok. With exception to one class with 1 immigrant lecturer... He's been here 23 years and he still doesn't seem to understand English. It annoys the hell out of me. Since I'm taking 6 subjects, I'm paying over a $100 per class. And a $100 to listen to someone who doesn't explain or express things properly is fucking too much. My favorite phrase comes to play.... CAN'T DO THE JOB? GET ANOTHER! I obviously don't care if he can.

About my new home (The hostel)
^___^ I love it! Love everything about it.... Well, maybe except the price. Love my room, love my house mates. Love cooking for myself (with obvious reasons). I hated it when the maid cooked at home. Everything was overly salted or sweet and always oily. Doesn't mean I enjoy cooking though. I enjoy the freedom of choice. My housemates cook great.... All of them..... Whoa.....

About Australia....
It's ok... I like the place but right now, there are so many other things I've been paying attention to. That and I still need to get a work permit and figure out this tax file thingie and make sure I've paid everything..... -_-;;;;

About everything else....
I have not been meditating.... I should be.... But well..... Taken up Karate.... I know... I wanted my black belt this year but I'm starting at white again. I like it though.

Hits and Misses.....
Erm... Miss grandma's cooking. Miss my baby, Munchie - actual sized image. Don't miss Singapore. Don't miss him (Duh)... DON'T miss my parents always asking me to help them call singtel or starhub or compaq or this or that to get details.... I do miss them though... Don't miss my sister's voice.... Thank god I do not hear her complaints anymore. If I'd spent any more time listening to her complain about school and teachers from dinner till 10, I might have just jumped off the building in desperation. That don't mean I don't miss her antics. Miss Coffeebean Saturdays or Sundays with R, chatting till closing time.

Oh yes... And the dream.
Had a weird dream. Details may not all be right.

Dreamt of being an archeologist.... Was invited somewhere (all I remember is that it was in the middle of a small town but it was freezing and I didn't feel cold or cool.... Was wearing summer clothes...). Somehow, I ended up at a place where they were uncovering a cave in a house..... (A cave in a house?) Somehow, I recognized it as the cave of medusa.... When they wouldn't listen at me to stop, I told one of the more important people of the dig to not look and walk out. When I finally reached outside with the person, suddenly screams erupted and when the person next to me turned back, he suddenly turned into a piece of chicken.... O_O (It looked suspiciously like the chicken I was defrosting last night) I just ran off.... With Medusa chasing me..... My dream kinda became shaky at this point.... But I do remember some kind of intelligent sentient device that was protecting me....... It found me cute...... (Why does everyone call me cute?)

Next thing I know, I'm with my family and some friends from Singapore. (Sorry, Sis, check with your muse)... We're in a grove and suddenly R, ran in and started shouting to me 'You've got to see this, we've found something.' Somehow, I had connected it with the first part of the dream and went running down a relatively small slope with tree trunks and to where she came from..... To my surprise, I found a farm.... And there were 4 gigantic cows in pens mooing away and one smaller one tied to a post. I was wondering how a farm had appeared there so fast..... Then we ran into the farmer's son. He invited us to eat with them. We were brought through a sparkling clean toilet with a bathtub.... He opened the wall above the bathtub like a door and we walked through. Then we had dinner in a Japanese style dining room.... Mats and short tables and little round bamboo thingies.... I remember marveling at the food but I don't know what food it was.

Later we left.... And my parents took me to do research with regards to the first part..... We went to an unfamiliar place and wanted to go down a flight of stairs but were blocked by a mountain of girl scout cookie boxes...... They were having a bake sale in the middle of no where.... I looked at some mint ones and went... 'Oh, I miss this...' Then I woke up...

I knew it was a dream and that I was in Perth.... Even when dreaming.

~ Sassin ~

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Thursday, March 10, 2005, 10:29 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

English Genius
You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 100% Expert!
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go!

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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 66% on Beginner
You scored higher than 73% on Intermediate
You scored higher than 89% on Advanced
You scored higher than 99% on Expert
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~ Sassin ~

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Monday, February 28, 2005, 12:00 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

Damn.... I don't like this feeling.... I'm missing my friends.... I miss long session of conversation with R every Saturday at Coffee Bean. I miss going to the beach anytime I wanted and staying there the whole night.... I MISS MY MUNCHIE.... So much.... T___T I miss Noel... Sis, I've been missing for a very long time..... (So she kinda doesn't count) I don't miss Singapore though.... I miss the efficiency of the Singapore machine, though..... I miss my radio... I miss my speakers..... I miss my bed.... I miss TKD... I miss the kids there.... I miss my grandma..... But I don't miss the nagging...... I even miss dad's car.....

~ Sassin ~

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Monday, February 28, 2005, 07:04 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

O____o;;; I'm apparently scary to someone.... Jeez.... For burying my workbook in mud and soaking it in the washing machine and gluing the pages together.... What do normal people do for fun? Good thing I didn't tell her what I did to my sisters.

^____^ I proudly say that my Chinese teachers have all had trouble with me and at least 3 quit after 'teaching' me......

And I proudly proclaim that I don't speak an ounce of Chinese... Because I couldn't be bothered to try to understand it... Well, still am not bothered...

~ Sassin ~

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Thursday, February 24, 2005, 02:53 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

People who don't know me think I'm 17 to 19... I must've stopped aging.... Least it's not as bad as it was back in Singapore.... Someone bloody thought I was 14..... I wonder why people say it's a good thing.... It's a good thing when you're 50 and look 30 but not when you're 23 and look like a teen.... I think it's my height.........

~ Sassin ~

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005, 08:47 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

It's a kinda free and easy week where I will be able to attend several events that the uni has planned... Will just go there to meet people.... As it is, I met quite a number of interesting people....

I knew I would miss Munchie but I didn't realize it would affect me as much as it is now... I miss lots of things too but not as much as I miss Munchie...

Soul Eater
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~ Sassin ~

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Thursday, February 17, 2005, 04:55 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

I've finally settled into my accommodations and enrolled in my course proper as of today. My parents left this morning too. I'm a little sleepy for some reason. Been sleepy the whole day...

I'm living at Erica Underwood House close to the campus. I can take 15 minutes to stroll into campus and still be on time. Close by is a supermarket... Seems pretty good. As of the moment, I've 2 flat mates...  Will probably get another 3. Each to a room.

Had a near scare this afternoon when I nearly couldn't get myself enrolled..... Thank goodness for my flat mate. She knew what to do.

Now, I'm tired and hungry... I've to decide what I'm going to make for dinner... Spaghetti or Sandwiches.... Either one's good...

Well that's a relief, you're only a Sadistic Bastard
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~ Sassin ~

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Monday, February 14, 2005, 08:30 p.m. (+0800 GMT)

In Australia... Will be going to the campus on Wednesday. Had about 80kgs of luggage but it went through fine.... They would have allowed another 10kgs.... Cool.... ^_^

Anyway, I'm at an internet cafe and I don't have much time.... I'd better go

~ Sassin ~

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005, 01:53 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

Whoa.... Packing is almost done. Although, I can check in 60kgs and I've filled two bags with exactly 40kgs. In order not to go over the limit, I've about 15kgs left but no space for it.... Better go ask my parents for another luggage bag when they wake up.... I hope they have one.

My uncle and aunt bought me a PDA.... A Handspring Visor Prism.... Never thought anyone would give me a new PDA just like that. Cool. They're so sweet. ^_^ Don't tell them but I would've bought a Tungsten or a Zire....

Closed all of my bank accounts except one. Now most of my money will be in a bank account I've had since I was a baby.... Somehow, putting all my money in one place irks me.... Good thing I will be opening another account in Australia....

Haven't tested the printer.... Will do so later...

~ Sassin ~

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Sunday, February 6, 2005, 10:09 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

I'm stressed out from packing..... I'm only allowed 20kgs of luggage. So I weighed my bags yesterday. I nervously placed the bag on a weighing machine.... And lo and behold, I see the magic number - 50....... I spent the whole afternoon trying to think of what to take out of the bag..... Then went to look at the weighing scale again..... Then I realized..... I was looking at it in the pounds section.... My bag was 50lbs...... It wasn't as bad as I thought..... Good thing my parents are going with me.... Allows me for maybe another 30kgs of items or more....

We bought me a new printer/scanner/copier yesterday... Another baby for me to take good care of.... The Epson Stylus CX1500...

Now, listening to J.Lo's Get Right, I'm in the mood to go dance..... Tchao!

~ Sassin ~

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Friday, February 4, 2005, 12:31 a.m. (+0800 GMT)

Erm.... Hi.... I'm back.... For god knows how long....

Sorry, sis, for not keeping this updated.

And the last time I updated it was 2004 in November.... Maybe 1 update on the livejournal in December but that was it.... Well, I was packing, shopping, meeting up with old friends, getting medicals, preparing for school and helping my lil sis with homework.... Things are good. And it's 10 days till I'm leaving. Auzzie will be exciting. I will miss some things but I'll get over it. I wonder why some people are making such a big fuss about me missing things.

My parents have been wonderful. For that, I'm grateful. I'm thankful. (insert gratitudious whatevers here) ^_^

Carl. Thank you.

So what happened in the last two months.... Well, a lot.... Lots of good things but it's passed and I don't want to recall....

Wednesday was my grandma's birthday. Spent the entire morning at her place just sitting and helping out. My parents keep hinting at how much she will miss me when I'm in Auzzie. It's not that I don't know. I will miss my grandma too.

So now, I go to bed.... It's early but I've been out the entire day.... Got back at 2200hrs...

 

~ Sassin ~

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